ME as the CITHM Idol 2012

Before our college week, the whole CITHM is so very busy for planning and preparation for our festival.  One of the main highlights of our festival is the CITHM Idol. At first, I had a doubt in joining again in this competition because last year, in the Hanguna Festival I already joined and I won the 2^nd place award. And now in Hermosa Festival, I joined again. I feel so much pressure when I joined for the 2^nd time around. Actually Ms. Trazy Grace Sulit encourages me to join again in the CITHM Idol, the truth is I don’t want joined but Ms. Trazy pushes me to join again because she says that there is nothing wrong in joining again in the contest, I must prove myself that I can make it to the top, that is her advice to me, so I join again, eventually in the audition room, I was very nervous because I don’t have any prepared song to be sung in the audition proper. I’m very ashamed to myself because my voice is very rough; I actually sung moderate songs in the audition. After the audition, I said to myself that I can’t make in the audition, but that night of the same day, I received a text message from Ate Fatima Rance, I was so shocked because it is stated in the text message that I passed in the audition and I’m the one of the participant to compete for the title. Days after that audition, we, the contestants called for our pictorial, I met my co-contenders for the competition. We had a great bonding with each other. I was very glad because I made new friends again. That is one of the highlights of being a contestant of CITHM Idol, the FRIENDSHIP. Day’s passes and we are now preparing and practicing for the launching of our college week. We are actually quite nervous because we will now be exposed and seen by the people who will watch us as we prove our hidden talents to them. Our launching is a great success, we are very happy because we overcome the launching night. After that night, we rest for days to be ready for our much awaited competition. I practiced and trained myself to be preparing for the competition; I pursue and push myself to be getting ready for the idol night. Also we practice our piece with the band, at first I adjusted myself because my song in not much suited for the band to be played, so I help myself and also the band for us to be in rhythm. I earn so much confidence for myself because I’m afraid of my one contender, he is so skilled when it comes to singing, and I don’t have the level of singing skills than he has. I already said to myself that I can’t make it, but then I prayed to God, I wish that He will help when I step up on the centre stage. And the big night has come, I’m so very nervous on that day, I can’t explain the feeling I felt on that night. We had our very successful production number and we performed our elimination song. While I’m singing my elimination song, I don’t feel any pressure, I said to myself that just I perform my song well and I knew I will make it to the top 6, and I did it. And then I sung my final song, I just perform with a very great confidence knowing I can beat all my contenders, and that’s it I get the title I want to get, the CITHM Idol 2012. I almost cried on the stage when the MC said that I’m the winner, the chance to compete in the LYCEUM Idol 2013. I said to myself, I will get back again the trophy of LYCEUM Idol to our department to make a big name on our school. Hoping that it will be a great success me.

disappointment.. but GLAD! :D

ayan.. sa wakas tapos na ang 2nd sem, grabe i hate that grades! nakakainis lang ung mga subject na mababa ako, nga pla ung isa jan kaya may black nagdoble kasi yung pagpost. english II ung nagdoble... kahit na ang GWA ko eh 1.89 hindi ko padin tanggap, kasi kung sakali na mataas ung grade ko sa dalawang subject eh mataas.. siguro mas mataas pa jan ang average ko ngayung sem... bawi bawi talaga this coming sem. mas pagbubutihan ko promise!

ang PAG-IBIG...

hay nako bakit naman kasi ganon!! bakit nakakalito ang LOVE noh! hay sa lahat naman ng tao bakit nakilala ko pa at minahal sya! kakainis lang hindi ko tuloy alam kung sino ang pipiliin ko.. yung tao bang minahal ko ng matagal ih yung tao na ngayon ko lang nakilala pero minahal ko na agad agad... hay plss help me!! naguguluhan na ako sobra.. nasabi ko na din kasi sa kanya na gusto ko sya... hay nagpadalos dalos na naman ako kainis lang talaga... </3

audition and team building day! :)

grabe lang po kanina haha nako super kapagod ang team building kung ano ano ang ginawa pero super worth it sya grabe kasi masaya kasi nakilala mo yung ugali ng mga taong nasa paligid at the same time nagwowork kayo as a team.. atsaka kahit may mga nainjure samin tuloy padin ang happiness kasi db hindi sumuko ang bawat isa sa pagsubok na binigay ng mga facilitator..

punta naman tayo sa audition ng aming choir. grabe lang po ang gagaling ng mga nagaudition sa choir namin as in grabe talaga.. lalo na yung ibang lalaki ay nako masasabi ko na pde na akong magresign sa choir dahil iba talaga ung galing nila.. masasabi ko na "EXCEPTIONAL" grabe lang talaga pero syempre kahit na magaling sila dapat maenhance padin yung quality ng boses nila para nman mas magimprove sila as well as kailangan maadopt din nila yung mga bagay na natutunan namin nung kami pa yung mga bagong members noon. GOODLUCK sa kanila sana pumasa sila sa second screening! :)

what's next? :3

hay nako hindi ko alam kung ibablog ko ba ung gusto ko iblog.. kainis nman hahahah nahihiya kasi ako baka mamaya may makakita hahah alam nyo nman ang issue hahaha mabilis kumalat.. hay nako bakit nman kasi bigla ko naalala un eh.. pambihira hindi ko tuloy maalis yun sa isip ko..

nakakamiss din pala nu alam mo ung feeling na dati naguusap lang kayo via phone, tapos pag kausap mo sya kinikilig ka hay nako grabe lang! PBB TEENS! hahaha ano ba nman yan, magiisip talaga ako kung ibablog ko yun,, hay.. help me nman hahaha..

ako na nga ang late! haha :D

nako eto na ako at magbablog na nman hahaha.. papasok na ako sa skul at hmm as usual late na nman hahaha.. alam nyo ba yung feeling ng tinatamad? grabe nu? pag tinamaan ka nyan ay talagang hindi ka gagalaw.. gaya nlng nito papasok na nga lang ako pero nagblog pa ako hahaha. pambihira yan oh.. masaya kasi magblog.. at ngayun ko lang talaga narealize un hahaha.. oh sya pano mga kabloggers papasok na ako! :) ingat ang lahat! GODBLESS... :)))

self esteem

ayoon naman oh nagbablog na uli ako grabe its been a while since my last blog. parang kailan lang ginawa ko ang blogger ko para sa isa kong subject ngayung college hahaha.. ang saya pala magblog ng magblog kasi alam mo un kaya mong iexpress lahat ng bagay na gusto mong ilabas. mga bagay na gusto mong sabihin, and most of all you can define your self as a person na walang kinakatakutan at walang inuurungan.

masaya kaya ang magblog alam nyo ba kung bakit?

----> kasi nman dto mo pdeng sabihin ang lahat. as in LAHAT LAHAT!! mga galit mo, mga concerns mo, nako kulang na nga lang iblog mo sarili mong buhay dto hahaha.. pero syempre for personal na yun! hahahah!

muli ako ay nagbabalik upang magshare ng maraming blog sa inyo!! GODBLESS.. :DD

it's a matter of choice...

alam nyo lahat ng bagay kaya nman yan pag desisyonan eh... hay namiss ko po magblog! hahaha.. :DD

hay hirap ng buhay pag under ka.. hindi mo alam kung anong gagawoin mo.. mi hindi mo rin alam kung pano pagdedesisyonan lahat ng bagay na iniisip mo.. ako ganon nung naging leader ako.. lahat ng desisyon ng nasa partido ko sinunod ko.. un pala mali ang lahat ng yon... namihasa sila sa pagutos sakin, hindi ko nman agad napansin na mali na talaga ang lahat..

kaya ngayon eto ako, nakayanan ko na tumayo magisa ng hindi nangangailangan ng tulong ng iba. natutunan ko na magisa at hindi na magpasama sa iba.. jan ko nakita na pag magisa ako kaya ko gawin lahat ng gusto.

nanjan din nman ang mga kaibigan ko na sumusuporta sakin pero hindi nman sila nangingialam sa mga desisyon ko.. bagkus we share ideas that we can apply to help each others hands.. kaya dapat hindi na malito... GETS NYO!! :DDD